Hello ,

Bit about myself , im male and 18 and it all started as i was not happy with my weight , i was 6ft and 14 and half stone (about 203 pounds) and in L-Xl clothing , about 5 weeks on im in medium clothing and about 12 and half stone (about 175 pounds) .

I go to the gym every day for about 2hr and i make sure i do over 1hr of cardio and some days i eat nothing and when i do i make myself sick and if eat i try to not go over 400cal , im ashamed of myself as i no its not a good way to go about it but i just cant stop , now the thought of food makes me feel physicly sick and when i look at myself i just keep wanting to loose weight . I hate what i see in the mirror .

I have thrown up blood a few times and my joints ache really bad at times , i also get very bad dizzy spells at times . Plus in getting pains in my stomach and kidneys .

I just dont no what to do , would this be classed as a eating disorder ? and how can i stop this as its taking over me , my weight is all i think about!

Im worried but im not sure what to do , i no its gotten to far but i just need to no whats wrong with me , why it got like this .

Sorry for such a long post .

Thank you .