i dont know hwere to post this but i was wondering if any of these problems are associated with anything serious...

-irritability
-lack of affection
-confused i the mind...i cant make up my mind like i wanna break up with my bf one day but then i just change my mind after the phase wears off and i try and act like nothing has happened.
-easliy distracted by daydreams
-cant stand to hear people talk about things i dont wanna hear.
-dont like to be touched-
-very goofy and silly and happy at times
-but also very deppressed and feel like no one loves me or i will never make it or amount to anything in the world.
-short term memry loss due to distractions.
-prefer a world of fantasy in my head than listening to people. ie: teachers, parents,
-sometimes very social but other times like to stay to myself and think.
-put aside time in my day to lay down and daydream till i sleep.
-hate to be looked at.
-hate complimints b/c it shows people are looking at me and i also feel they r being fake and trying to make me feel better.
-stubborn
-but also nice and gullable and giving..
-all around i just feel i am a little too versatile..like if i take those personality tests or job tests....i am both.......i am nice but mean.
i wanna be one thing but also sometimes the total opposite...
when i take those test jobs give you i am sometimes concidered a lier b/c sometimes i feel this way but i also feel another way....
-very sensative and feel like no one likes me and i feel someone is talking about me i get a huge attitude and seclude myself from coworkers even if they didnt say anything.
sorry so much.......
i dont have suicidal thoughts even though a couple times in my life i have....but b/c of emotional everload.....i dont hear voices...i mostly keep to myself unless i feel comfortqable with people...i used to be shy but i have opened up more.... but still have shy times....