Its been 1 and a half year I'am in love with a guy. I expressed him about my love but he rejected me. If I message him he tells he does not like me sending him messages, he told he was never happy or excited when he met me. He was previously in love with a girl but she dumped him. He told me all about past when I told that I love him. He wants to marry his parents choice. But I love him lot. Cant stop thinking about him. I dont know what to do. He tells guys always like beautiful girls to marry. He hates me to the core. I know that but I cant stop loving him. My life is ruined. I 'am no more interested in life. I tried many times to end my life but my family's love prevents from doing it. But I cant live too without him. Daily I cry, no interest in my job. I have lost my interest in everything. Please anyone suggest me what to do. I told myself that the day he will marry is the last day of my life.