It's crazy how a womens body can "want to be pregnant!"! Ya know what I mean!?! I know that it isn't the right time to have another baby right now.... we have two children already, the youngest about to turn a year, my husband doesn't want another baby, we just bought a 3 bedroom house that's just the right size for the four of us...and the list of reason why we shouldn't have another baby right now goes on. BUT, despite all of these...something inside of me yerns to have just one more baby. I want an infant to hold and to breast feed agian.... I want my children to have another brother or sister. We weren't financially ready for either of our first two children...but now if we were pregnant...we'd be very comfortable finacially. I also really want to have a natural water birth... and I want to be suprised with the sex of a baby. I'm just so torn!!! I'm not on any birth control...how ever...we do use condoms. But, since my last period (which was March 18th) after we've had sex with a condom, we do it again right after without one...but he doesn't cum again. I do realize that there is pre-cum which can lead to pregnancy... afterall, that is how our daughter came along. Anyways, the whole point of this Loooong drug out story was to ask a simple question. I took a pregnancy test (the equate brand from walmart) tonight and it came out negitive (I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad about that! lol!) Soooo... the question is... is it really too soon for me to have taken the test!?! My period is due in 5 days now. If so...when should I take another test? I just REALLY want to know:o) I hate wondering!!! Thanks girls.... hope I didn't bore ya'll too much!


God bless,

Teresa