Wow, lots of pictures! She is sooooooo beautiful! She has such pretty eyes and long curly lashes. You just want to pick her up and snuggle her. I will never understand a man who can see such a cute, beautiful little baby and not fall in love and do everything he can for her. My own dad couldn't straighten his life out enough to raise me and my mom always told me she didn't understand why. Just remember to cherish her and give her extra love so she knows how special she is (I'm sure you will, anyway.) Maybe he will come around some day. Dads seem to relate to their kids better when they can interact with them more and that's harder for them to do when they are little babies, whereas moms are able to bond with them right from the start most of the time. As far as money goes, are you taking him to court? Giving her his attention is his choice I guess, but supporting her financially shouldn't be.
Anyway, stay strong! Congrats on having such a sweet little girl.

Yes, I have filed for child support. I'm just waiting to get something in the mail...maybe a court date??? It doesn't help that he's living with his new girlfriend (who doesn't have a job and he's supporting her and her cousin) and she has a 1 year old, who recently got taken away by dcf.

Aww She is lovely, Sorry to hear about the father. At least your doing the right thing about it and let the courts sort it out. Also sorry to hear your still bleeding ((Hugs)) just keep going back to the doctors. Make sure you keep up your strenght by eating the right things. Good luck