I assume that your morphine is supplied by a physician and that you are not obtaining it on the street. If my assumption is correct then I suggest you talk to your prescribing doctor about weaning off. This is a difficult, long process that often doesn't work. It is not a sign of weakness on your part, it is just that you are taking a very potent medication that has resulted in a physical dependency and your body is not going to handle to loss very well. It doesn't sound like you are addicted to your meds but rather you recognize the dependency and tolerance building up and are scared that addiction will follow. A long-ish wean down should work for you if addiction isn't presently in the picture with your meds but if it is, in any capacity, I suggest seeing a psychiatrist that can prescribe suboxone in place of your morphine.
You can use suboxone in a short term way to get off another opiate. Not all suboxone users are long term. It seems as if many people see suboxone patients as that same as methadone patients and the two can be very different. If by some strange chance, you live within driving distance to North Salem NY, I can recommend a wonderful psychiatrist there who is lisenced to prescribe suboxone. He doesn't force group or 12-step meetings on his patients but if they would like some additional therapy, he is happy to help coordinate that.
When choosing a doctor, be sure to ask if they take insurance because many of them do not and the treatment is very expensive. Extortion and price gouging seem to be frequent occurrences among some of the suboxone doctors who refuse to take insurance. There are some doctors out there that will not take advantage of their patients and truly are in their vocation to help others. The one I recommend, in North Salem, is one such doctor. He does take most insurance plans and if you have no insurance, his office rates are fair and affordable. I believe he will even negotiate an affordable rate for those with no insurance and very low income. He is a rarity in his field.
When it is all said and done, you still need to deal with your spinal pain or else you will end back up on meds. You are entitled to live a pain free life (or as close to that as you can come) so, if meds are the only answer and the only way for you to have any quality of life, then take them and don't worry about the stigma of dependency if you truly aren't showing signs of active addiction. Some such signs are trying to obtain more than what is prescribed, taking higher doses than you should or taking your meds in a different manner, for example snorting your pills instead of taking them orally. Those are signs of addiction, not dependency. Dependency has such a negative connotation in our society. We are all dependent on oxygen but no one tells us that we need to wean ourselves off of that substance! Ya, morphine and oxygen are quite different but hopefully you get my drift.
However you do it, good luck and write any time for support or help!