Hello,
I thought I would share with you some experiences my father has gone through, and is still going through. My father was a struggling business man but very smart. His drug of choice early on was cocaine, but was obviously pretty common in the 80's. He also smoked some pot frequently, but did a good job of hiding the habit for awhile (but you see where this is going). Anyways, things started getting tough financially, and through years of sports, and broken bones, my father was always in pain as well. He had two kids later in life (my half brothers) who are 9 and 14. So, with the stress came opiates, and heavy pain pills like vicodin, oxycodine, and percocet. Soon, he lost his business, and my step mother was disabled. He turned to medicare, foodstamps, and a low paying job working 12 hour days 5 days a week at 57 years of age to help raise my brothers.
This is where it gets a bit crazy....
My brother was prescribed Adderall at an early age for ADD. Unfortunately, he wasn't the one taking the medication I come to find out . My father had two back surgeries, and was in terrible pain at work, so when he got home, would sedate himself with opiates to numb his pain, and depekote, which is a mood stabilizer because he was diagnosed as Bi-Polar, and has a terrible temper. So, the miracle drug Adderall was introduced into my fathers blood stream, initially orally. He was a champ, and could not be stopped as he would have no issues making it through his 12 hours of standing at his place of employment selling goods (he did well, but wasn't paid much money) similar to a college student. Once he got home, he took the opiates (downers to count on for pain), then (my brothers) adderall in the morning to shoot him out of bed....
When Insane happens.....
Well, this wasn't going to last, because soon the adderall would lose it's potency, as my father's tolerance grew heavy. The next stage was taking adderall in it's most intense form aside from shooting it in your arm, and that was snorting a couple caps a day. Soon what followed was extreme paranoia and delusional behavior. My father claimed the feds were after him, recalling events from his past which were never discussed before. Also the discussion of "non-lethal" weapons being used on him by the government, because he knew information that nobody could possibly have the answers to. His room was made into a fortress (foil, a cage, radios and some pillows) so nobody could come close to burning him with electromagnetic pulses (he was pointing at places on his hands, but no burns were visible). When he heard a helicopter, they were after him, when the telephone fades, they are listening, and when a car stops by the house, where's the gun. The house was surrounded by cameras, and motion lights. My father is sick, and not well, and has passed the point of return. I truly think he's unable to change, until rock bottom happens, and it's approaching soon, I just hope it's not being able to make it to work anymore so he can accept our help. He thinks the sky is purple, and we can't convince him that's it's blue.
My father is a shell of a man now that I don't know, and adderall is the drug I hold responsible. He's been on this routine for 5 years, and if he stops now, he will die of withdrawal. He's removed himself from all family functions, including the involvement in my brothers lives which I try to fill that void from across the country. He sleeps, and is barely able to work, yet he won't take the families help, and chooses the drug that has destroyed his life. The doctor keeps prescribing the Adderall after countless attempts to stop him.
I share this story because I want to let the forum know what this drug is capable of doing to someone regardless of age. It's addictive, and should be taken off the markets. It's destructive to families, students, and children.
Feel free to reply, would like to hear your stories as well. Thanks for reading.