Jabob,
Your story made me laugh out loud. Thats the same dumb crap i use to do but on a way more extreme level. Thats totally the effects of adderall for ya. I was on it for college as well, a steady 4 years.
I have been cutting back on adderall for the past year.
Reasons for quitting.
-Extreme sweat doing the smallest physical activity.
-Made me break out on my back.
-greasy oily skin. made me look tanner..cant explain why...
-I seem to lose muscle, size, and strength very fast on adderall. Not a good work out supplement.
-Extremely cocky "know it all" attitude.
-Very talkative and annoying.
- Cant keep a girl friend on this stuff. Makes you paranoid as crap.
- implants fake emotions in your head. You fall in love way too easily. Get attached way too much. There's this one story i read where a guy had to keep taking his adderall in order to stay in love with his wife..funny
-Gives you ocd behavior. example arranging stuff on your work desk making in completely perfect and aligned.
-Muscle spasms.
-coming down off adderall can make you down right nasty! HUGE mood swings. like a PMS'ing women. Its like menopause.
- hallucinations while driving! Id see black figures in the road. lmao
- time goes by too fast on this crap. Before you know it 4 years have past.
- It will make you look older a lot faster in my opinion.
- Causes you to sweat all over your sex partner... sometimes hot but usually not a great thing.
- You are always hotter(temperature) then everyone else.
- I dont think that feeling my heart beet is a good thing while doing normal activity. My normal heart rate on adderall was like 140 beets a minute. I dont think that's good. My friends was like half that amount when we tested it.
My first attempt to quit lasted 30 days. First three days i slept pretty much all day. I ate a crap load and then went back to sleep. In a week i was going out again. The second week i felt happy for about a minute. third week was alot better. I began eating alot of healthy foods and began working out. My strength and muscle grew at record speeds. fourth week i was feeling soooo good i figured id take an adderall to feel even better!
...back to the drawing board.
i dont feel like writing anymore now...id have to pop an adderal to finish....oh, im on day three now. Maybe il be off for good this time.