Hello, Over the past 3 months or so I have been experianceing strange symptoms and basically wanted advice on how to go about this. Currently I have told no one, although I often go outside the A&E departments to feel safer (UK) its just across the road from me about a 1 minute walk. I will often be there for hours on end, Anyway here are the symptoms I receive.
Oddly these symptoms do not turn up during the day, Only when I lay down in my bed, the second I attempt to go to sleep they start, and I often cannot sleep untill I am physically exhausted at around Five am, just to get up for college and the like, and feel down all day, and I fear they are leading me into a state of depression due to these symptoms my ambitions are dieing and my willingness to do anything are suffering similar consequences.
Symptoms : -
1, I feel I cannot control my breathing even though I am breathing properly.
2, My throat dries up and fills with thick saliva.
3, I am almost always convinced I am going to die, and often work myself over it, its not like I think im going to die, its I know.. even though its not happening.
4, I get sick feelings inside my stomach which dont cease.
5, I overwhelm with paranoia and find myself running to windows, checking locks, making sure everything is in order, and then repeat the process untill it feels better, If I attempt to stop this process, I become angry, scared, frightened, small, insignificant, ill, As if I am going to die.
6, I will lay down and feel as if I'm falling and shoot up and my heart feels like its jumped out of my throat.
7, I shake often uncontrollably
8, I Often feel light headed.
All these symptoms will occur sometimes alone, other times mixed and matched, Generally I find that the falling comes after my 5 - 7 hour episode of the other symptoms, making it nigh on impossible to sleep.
My question is basically what is this, is it a mixture of things, is it not, should I tell someone or continue to keep it to myself (Mainly because I am to embarrassed to tell my family and even doctor) and generally what other advice can be offered?
Thank you in advance and sorry about the long winded explanation