I've been with my boyfriend for about a year and recently became sexually active. He's the first person I've ever been with and i mean everything. I know im a little overweight but i feel like im beautiful. So when we have sex i feel confident but am shy to be on top. My boyfriend has asked me but i always reject and try to please him in another way, which always works. I do believe he wants to be with me but im jus a little insecure about my weight.