If you are crazy then I am crazy too...I have a puddle all the time, but I use bath mats under me..Three of them that we keep under my husband's side of the bed for when we want to get it on...Unlike you, I get great enjoyment....Actually just adore it...

This act of enjoyment I found near four years ago...Actually this was pretty much to the day...I guess it is the most profound enjoyment and finding of what and who a woman can be in my life....You alone allowed yourself the childlike glee to allow this happening...Yet saying this, another part of your mind could shut it down...You have opened the door that many women cannot open...Yet, it can close....This much I know of life....

Best wishes,
Caroline