Ok I like to masterbate and I love seeing my hubby do it. Its such a turn on. Recently he’s been wanting me to do it in front of him. Now when Im hot and in the moment Im tempted to rub myself and stuff but Im too shy. Im too scared.

He usually guides my hand and talks with me…but it makes me embarrassed. The reason this is is because I was always taught that it was dirty and wrong and I had a very traumatic experience as a kid. My younger sis got caught masturbating and my mom made us watch her get beat for it. So I was scared, I haven’t been the same since. I hate to imaginee how my sis feels about it.

Anyway. How have you guys overcome any shyness? How do I welcome my own sexuality? I love my man and we have great sex…we have good communication too. He doesn’t make me uncomfortable…my past does. I would love to see his face on the night where I can sit him down and tell him he cant move or touch…wow