hi,
I'm 15, a girl, and for the past 2 years I have been struggling with anorexia and bulimia (although my friends only made me realise a few months ago). I have joined this site because I really want to talk to others who are going through/recovered from the same thing as me.
This sounds a bit odd, but I am really starting to miss it. I'm not sure what to do because I really want to stop eating, despite having just started to get a bit better. What makes it worse is that I have just found my stash of laxitives, and I can't bring myself to throw them away. All I can think about is how fat I am, and how good it feels to loose weight. I'm confussed with myself, is it normal to feel like this?? And to everyone who has got over an eating disorder, how did you find the strength to do it? I'm finding it extremly hard and am really depressed.
roxie