Dear Doctor,
My name is Jake. My problem is over masturbation. I started masturbating as early as 12 years. As of then, it felt so nice that sometimes all I will be thinking about is a little space to be alone.
As years go by, I started noticing that I am having erection problem. Feeling ashamed of myself to go to a doctor, I started using sex enhancing drugs. I have been using that for about 12 years now, while I still enjoyed more masturbation than real sex. Meanwhile, I noticed that my penis and the scrotum kept on shrinking and diminishing through the years. I have been worried about what could be the cause. Sometimes, I will want to believe it is because of my rate of masturbation but, hearing how some health professionals say that masturbation is good for onces health, I throw away cautions.
However, I have become so worried this time that I started searching internet about my problem. Today, as I read about the problems caused by over masturbation, I felt like the article was written based on what I am experiencing.
My penis and scrotum have shrinked so badly that it looks like a 7years old when relaxed. I am always getting pains around my groins and scrotum, back and waist pains, lost/short memory. I often think and cry in my mind that it seems that I can't be able to impregnant a woman again because most times now if I at all produce sperm, it turns out so watery. Meanwhile I am 37 years of age now, so you can feel my concern.
I NEED A HELP. I feel happy that I have now realised my mistake, I have put a stop to masturbation. But the damage has already been done.
HOW CAN I GET MY HEALTH BACK? Even 50 percent of my real health will be satisfying to me.
My life is in a mess, I need your help please. I still feel so shame to go to a physician, that is why I feel more comfortable to seek help on the net.
Please, what drugs or herbal supplements can you recommend for me?
I live in Trinidad. I don't know how or where I can be able to get any. Do your company have an outlet in Trinidad? I will be there first thing in the morning if I know were that is. I would have been able to buy online but I don't have a credit card (and I can't ask anybody to use his card cos I feel ashame to let people know my condition). My condition is realy pitying. For now, I have choosen to stop dating as well so to sort myself out.
I hope you will be able to help me.
Please reply me.
Thanks.
Finna.