Over-analyzing, anxiety, worried

I constantly overanalyze the crap out of everything, non-stop. Always bites me in the ass, too, because the conclusions I reach in the process never really resemble reality that much. I'm always making things out to be more (or sometimes less) significant than they really are, or should be.

Kinda classic anxiety symptoms you describe--if you're having panic attacks as well, it sounds like maybe your anxiety isn't under sufficient control.

What's worked for me to some extent is to find something else to occupy my brain. Don't really know what kind of activities you're into from your post, but for me, making music usually helps, and recently I've also found that trying to help out people on forums like these really takes my mind off the things I normally dwell on. Do you have any creative pursuits? What kinds of interests do you have?

In me, I kind of look at this problem as "my brain's not getting enough to eat;" failing proper nutrition, it begins to consume itself. Reading a lot used to help me, but anymore the meds make it pretty difficult to concentrate on anything longer than a forum post (you should see how long it's taken me to write this, lol).

There are all sorts of focus and relaxation techniques you could try, also. Do some online research on it, and you might ask your therapist about the idea as well.

As far as relationships go, so what if all of your friends have boyfriends--are they you, are they living your life? No. Then don't worry about measuring yours by their standards, you'll never be happy that way anyway. And if by chance you are indeed a lesbian, so what? Be who you are, and things will work out. Or, as Oscar Wilde once said, "Be yourself--everyone else is already taken.”