orchidopexy & small testicles Posted: 05-16-08 08:58am
Hiya...
My story is horrible and a very lonely
one. I am facing a major crisis with my
life and cannot find any happiness. I am
desperate for some doctor to help me. I
have one good doctor, and it is my last
resort left.
My problem is that my erections are bent,
and soft, and poor. I have to 'tense' in
order to orgasm, and then my penis flops
when I stop tensing. However my penis is
not even fully erect when I do tense.
On the other hand, I have small testicles.
I had an orchidopexy of my right testicle
as a baby. The impact has left my
testicles to be small and they HURT. They
hurt when I clean them, when there is a
bumpy road. What annoys is when people
say, they are sensitive and they will hurt
if you touch them. My testicles hurt when
I try to clean them, and the extreme pain
when doctors have touched them!!!! What
will a girl say?!!!!!!!!!
What angers me is that the operation is
simple, and the only conclusion is leading
to that the doctor has made a serious
mistake in his/her work. I am angry and
angry and angry and yet so sad...
The careless doctor has ruined my life in
a huge way! It is easy for anyone to say
to it is ok etc, but when you see the
'buldge' in men's underwear or shorts at
swimming etc, or shorts, I really do feel
like a kid!
My penis on top is only 4.75 inches long,
and I think 4 inches in girth in the
semi-erect state.
I feel so bad, especially when my
testicles hurt, when I walk a lot. I don't
know what the doctor was doing to me that
day, I was only a child, a child ready to
live...
I have not lived, I do not socialize and
never have in my life gone out with girls,
dated, or even talk...
I talk a bit...
But now, I am even having suicidal
thoughts...
You don't know how it feels when you're
testicles are small, penis is not properly
functioning and your testicles hurt!!!! I
feel so bad, I feel wasted
When I talk to people in chatrooms, as
usual people do not talk back, or make
stupid comments. The fact is, people are
being them real selves on the chatrooms,
in reality they keep their thoughts to
themselves.
With all this, I really am thinking, no
woman would want me...
I am handsome etc, but I am hoping to get
cured...
All other tests are normal, now I am going
through some last ones...
Because I don't know what I will end up
doing next...
The doctor in a huge way ruined my self
esteem...my life...
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