okay first I will start by telling you all about Great Grandma. She lives with me at home and she went out with her sisters to eat lunch the other day, well on there way out of the restraunt she fell and broke her hip. She has been in the hospital for 6days and is recovering from surgary.

Now then I have a cat that is about 11/12 years old and she LOVES Gram, she sits with her all day long and she is the only cat that has ever been allowed in Grams bed to sleep at night. She is declawed in front and spayed. She has arthritis really bad and loves to sleep on grandmas heated foot thing at the end of her bed.

Well heres where I really effed up: I went out the other night and didn't get the back door closed all the way and we have been having BAD storms and it was windy and the door came open while I was gone. The last time I saw Mickey she was looking at me like "mom where ya going?" I came home and she was gone! We live out in the country... she has been gone 3 days and the weather has been horrrible, im giving up hope in her comming home. I don't know how im going to tell Grandma. Mickey made her smile, and now she's making us cry. I have had her since she was little and she has NEVER tried to leave before, she would take your arm off if you even tried to take her outside. I am beside myself. I lost my poor old cat, and because im careless I may have killed her by leaving that door open. I can't belive im that stupid! I feel so bad for Mickey and Grandma. She's going to be so upset!

Please pray that Smickers finds her way home, I miss her to much!