Without delving into a huge history of the last four weeks, I will attempt to keep this brief.
Essentially, two days after Christmas '08 I woke up with a mild headache, soreness in the eyes, nuchal rigidity, and feeling extremely tired, almost drunk. I dismissed it as having slept wrong, but symptoms persisted for a few days. I went to my PCP and was informed that I was either experiencing tension headache or I had some odd virus that would go away soon. As far as I know I did not and have not had a high fever, sore throat, or sinus congestion.
A week went by and I was not feeling any better. My symptoms were leading me to a neurological disorder that suddenly expressed. I could not well interpret my symptoms; the best I could do was tell the doctor that I felt "lightheaded almost, dizzy sort-of, but not really... as in I'm not actually dizzy." My headache was waxed and wained, and I lost my appetite severely.
After going to the ER twice in a desperate search of a diagnosis, and having a CT scan that came back perfectly normal, I was finally diagnosed with mono about 15 days after my first symptoms. I had bloodwork done and a lumbar puncture, to check to see if I had viral meningitis. I believe the results of the LP and bloodwork were all normal, including a "normal" white blood cell count. The doctor only knew to suspect mono, I was told, when a lymphocyte test revealed a high number of abnormal lymphocytes. Monospot confirmed acute infection.
It has now been about four weeks, and I'm having a hard time with being able to tell if I feel any different than I did two weeks ago. The week after the lumbar puncture was hell, as I believe I was having headaches from the puncture on top of my mono symptoms, and my back was painfully sore for about a week.
It just seems so bizarre to me. The last week I have had a few days where it seems like my brain "fog" is starting to clear up, but today was horrible again. There's definitely nothing linear about the progression of my symptoms... it's like they just moved in and have not gotten better or worse, really.
I'm happy to read that many other people have described almost exactly what I feel with my mono. I can't help but keep obsessing that something neurological is going on. I don't feel sick. My sinuses are not congested at all. My temperature is normal. My throat has never hurt (not to the point of noticing, at least) My primary symptom is this "off" feeling that is persistent. It's like I just took two Vicodin with no pain and without the ensuing euphoria. I can't really describe it as extreme fatigue... it's not necessarily that I'm extremely tired, it doesn't seem like. It's just this constant "off" feeling... a quasi-dizziness/vertigo thing is slight but enough to make my life miserable.
My headaches have seemed to slightly diminish, but are still coming and going. And my appetite is still non-existent. I also have odd sensations in my right foot and left leg, almost "pins and needles" but not quite. It doesn't seem like I have lost any strength, and I wouldn't describe it as numbness.. but something's just not right. I can feel it worst when I'm lying in bed.
The 27th will have been one month since I came down with this. It's horrible.
To all the people who have experienced what I am experiencing... does it ever go away? And how abnormal are my symptoms? I am getting anxious and worried that it will never clear up, and wondering if in fact mono is really what's behind everything.