Ok i knew i was in for a rough night. First night without botbot. He had milk in a cup, which he went down with nicely. But he woke at 2, but cried himself to sleep. He woke at 4 so i went in and refilled his cup, but he just threw it on the floor 'botbot'. I feel like such a mean mummy but i want bottle to be gone for a while before baby gets here. I hope tonight goes better because i am exhausted