So, I have had sex a few times, and I must say that I enjoy the fact that everyone enjoys it. Unfortunately, when my boyfriend and I (even with my ex) have sex, I cannot feel anything. I can feel pain when he enters and then there is just a feeling of nothing-ness. I get no enjoyment from it, though people have told me it is supposed to be wonderful. It has led me to become rather bitter about the subject completely and I'm tired of being this way.

I've only tried masturbation a couple of times, and even then it did nothing. I'm not sure what to do.