I went through a stage in my teenage years where I was really depressed. It lasted a couple years and cried constantly. Cried myself to sleep ever night. During the day, just all the time.
Well when i finally came out of it I felt the exact same way. Nothing made me sad or angry. I pretty much felt emtionless. I also hated it and felt like a bad person because of it. I am a female and woman or suppost to be emotional right?
I have now been on anxiety meds for years. I'm still not very emotional but I do have an occasional cry during a sad movie or something. It feels good to be able to feel again.
Thinking back, I think my anxiety or constantly racing mind prevented me to focus on anything and really evolve any emtion or maybe I just made myself numb because I didn't want to go back to being really depressed again. Still not totally sure why I was like that.
Good luck to you!!!