How do you become resigned to the fact that you will never be happy? A lot of the time I am not sad, but I do have my spells where I get really depressed. I never feel worthwhile or that my life adds to anything. I have a young daughter who I am convinced will grow up to hate me. My wife does not touch me and I don't know if I have ever felt love. Is an antidepressent an option? What would you suggest?