hi, this is kinda new for me but i dont really know who to ask about this stuff. im 16 and have been in a relationship for 1year and 5 months. for the past couple months iv been really depresssed. i had lost 25 pounds in one month.i cant eat or sleep unless i take something.i have pains in my stomache.and i havent been able to wake up happy in a good 5 months now.all i think about it how i dont wanna be on the earth anymore; and would anyone even miss me?when i get mad witch is frequent and itll be over the smallest thing (ex: my mom asks me to clean my room) i will flip out and throw things scream, the cops have been to my house several times for me. and i dont knwo what to do-i feel very depressed unloved, hopelesss and that i lost who i really was. i used to go out and party with my girls and have a great time and now i dont do anything im to upset to even get up for school. iv starte seeing a therapist ony 2 sessions so far. i dont know whats wrong with me and why im so angry/upset