Hi guys,
When it comes to the bedroom, I find it difficult to sometimes get an erection but invariably I find it hard to maintain. I find restricting the blood flow from my penis only holds firmness until I let go and with a soft and weak erection, I find sex quite painful and a bit daunting.
From a very early age I think I was probably addicted to masturbation, masturbating daily for weeks at a time. Hell, I was so young when I started I was shooting blanks!
Im certain I have been addicted to masturbation, as Im suffering from the classic symptoms(Floaters in vision, blurry vision, hairloss etc). My sleeping patterns are also bad, usually getting to sleep in the early hours. I doubt my diet is helping either!
Im pretty certain this has had an adverse effect on my penis, as now I have lost a large amount of sensitivity in the head of my penis and after extended periods of friction, I begin to feel a burning sensation in the head of my penis.
In my younger days, I used to have very firm and frequent erections, now I dont seem to get morning-wood anymore(Rarely, after a night of drinking) and it takes a while to build-up before sex. My sex drive has decreased greatly, but I expect thats natural at this age anyway?
I find that the head of my penis dose not erect and fill with blood much at all. Sometimes I find that my penis is erect and full but quite bendy; and at other times, I find that its not fully erect but alot more ridged.
I think my E.D is rooted in neurological damage in my penis and am pretty afraid to have a go at sex without a condom as I think it will hurt. I also noticed that when my erections are weaker, I dont last as long in the bedroom, which can be an embarrassing one to deal with! I think I have a larger-than-average penis, so I get the impression girls dont realise that I dont have a full erection during intercourse, but its obviously making me quite unhappy that I cant properly enjoy nights in with my beloved girlfriend.
Its usually right before insertion that the greatest loss of firmness occurs.
What I find odd, is that on the rare occasions I do awake with morning wood, my erection is much firmer than when I am generally aroused before intercourse. However, its strength quickly dissipates.
Is it likely that im suffering from Neurological E.D?
Is there anything I can do myself to repair the damage?
Should I see my GP and is there anything he can do for me?
Are there any exercises I can employ to maintain a firmer one?
(Not too keen on the idea of using supplements)
Much love