Need someone to talk to!

Hi

I have never used a forum before so not quite sure if I am in the right place but I guess I have recently realised that I need someone to talk to.

Over the last two years I have progressively just started to feel worse and worse. I have always been the type of person to just put on a stiff upper lip and ignore the way I am feeling but it has now got to the point where I cant get through a day without bursting into tears or hiding away! I tried to tell my mum how I felt when she noticed my low mood but she just said "I don't know what is wrong with you" in an aggressive tone and made me feel like I was just asking too much to talk to her. I have never been able to talk to dad as I just am not good enough for him, he wants a model for a daughter, I thought getting my degree would please him but have realised that he just does not care. At the moment getting through each day is a real struggle, I hate being around people and just want to shrug into the background. I feel like I have lost myself, trapped deep inside screaming at the top of my lungs for help but no one even looks up.

Please help