you need to have alittle self confidence first of all...women like confident men..not cocky..confident..they dont wanna have a pity party with you...thats ONE thing you need to work on..also, its not all about looks..personality is key...if you're fun to be around and can make a girl laugh then thats a great start...also YOURE the guy..so typically you're expected to make the move..so sitting alone and whining about how "ugly" you think you are is not going to get you anywhere..you need to get out there, go out have fun, strike up a conversation! if you sit around moping then nothing is going to happen...everyone gets turned down at some point in their life..rejection is just going to happen..and yea it sucks..but there is a girl out there for you somewhere...just live your life and go out and have fun, and i'm sure you'll meet yourself a nice girl

Im not cocky, im pretty much a very shiy guy, but when i make friends i can make the girls laugh and stuffs. So today a guy was talking me about the sex life of that girl, and i felt like a low blow, it really hurt me, then i asked myself, what chance can you have with such a pretty girl?
I dont know, if you people know me you will think that im happy, im work out in the gym, im doing great in the school, but i am ALWAYS sad, im just thinking that i will be alone because im extremely ugly and that the girls that i like will never like me back. I dont even fantasize with sex, i pretty much fantasize with a nice talk with this girl, i dont know i feel weird. Plus i have been crying a lot these last weeks. There a lot of guys and girls in the University calling me ugly and hideous, probably they think calling me ugly as a joke but i feel so bad and then again i cry when im alone in my house.

first of all people can be mean and a lot of us was teased some kind of way.
i disagree with you about you being ugly. it has everything to do with how you feel about yourself no matter what people say.
speaking of appearance everyone whose married isn't drop dead gorgeous. that special one will come along.

Thank you I really appreciate all your comments they make me feel a little better with myself, i think i should be a little more open with my feelings with my friends, lol even if it sounds a little gay.
I was reading the wikipedia and i think i have probably BDD and love shyness (altough i like to listen heavy metal).
And thank you again for your comments and help