Hi, everybody. I am a nineteen year old male, and I am concerned that I may have quite rapidly developed an eating disorder.
I learned two weeks ago that a very good friend of mine had been raped, and I found myself quite traumatized by the fact. I immediately felt incredibly sick, and nearly vomited a few times.
I expected this to go away, but it has persisted in a strange way. Now, whenever I touch food or try to eat a full meal I am overcome with a renewed wave of intense nausea. I eat with my family, but it's all I can do to keep it down after a few meagre bites (my mom, who doesn't know about my trauma, thinks I have a tapeworm or something). Not just that, but I feel better when I haven't eaten. Physically, and to and extent, mentally and emotionally as well.
On the other hand, I do not induce vomiting, and I have never been concerned by my weight. I have not increased my regimen of exercise, and I do not feel pressured to look any differently. I've always understood that these were symptoms of an eating disorder.
I know it is quite early to diagnose, but I am concerned by this sudden and instantaneous transformation in my body. Has anyone else experienced this after severe trauma? And to those who may have answers, please let me know.
Thanks to you all. God bless.