hello,
i would strongly encourage your persuit of a natural solution to the un-desirable symptoms which you experience. at some point in my life i was diagnosed as having bi-polar disorder, however, after taking the time to change my negative behavioural and mental patterns, i must say that i have become very grateful for all experiences that life can bring us, including the most difficult ones.
often we look outside of ourselves for the explanation or treatment to our malady, when all the meanwhile, there is a yearning deep inside of ourselves that cannot simply be numbed or medicated away. i believe that we must face ourselves, and the very things that trouble us if we are ever to find relief.
may you find the peace you seek on your journey
love
-daniel