My relapse all began with an accidental cut

Hey .. I've been on here for a while now some of you may know my story from recent posts. For the past two years i have relapsed back into self harm it all began with an accidental cut and as everyone knows you get that feeling of addiction . Ive never had many friends who cared about me but recently I made a friend through work we chatted about each others past. She also made me a self harm recovery bracelet as she thinks I've stopped I can't bring my self to tell her. So I self injure even more because at one point she thought her being friends with me was making me worse ..not possible I am also trying to get on touch with another old friend the only problem was I spoke to her when I was drunk and told her about the self harm now I don't know what to do I was so ashamed I self harmed because of that . I Stoped once before I just to find something to focus on.

I'll appreciate all your comments and messages

Sponge