I'm LonelyDaisy, I'm in my early 40s. I'm suffering from depression b/c of my life experience I had in the past that was so pathetic..

I've been thru so many crises with my family, the people outside R giving me hassles, I was always picked on @ school, I got hit by my parents a few times, been backstabbed by my closest friends, never been in a sexual relationship b/c I always get rejected ever since H.S., I'm always getting hassled at my job. I'm 41 still living with my mom & sister. Occasionaly I have suicidal thoughts. I've been thru therapists none of them helped me..

I wake up every morining asking myself If I deserve 2B alive. Bcause of this I've Bcome a bitter person, I ignore plp, I have a bitter attitude

, I'm not a friendly person b/c of this BS Ive been through in my life. Plp in this world can be so cruel

, that's Y I feel so much like hell. I'm really suffering..