is being a di@k att is so insensitive to the fact i just loss my father and recently (3 months on the 9th) gave birth to my son. ive sspected him of cheating several times (ive posted a bit about that), my gut tells me hes lying and hes so deffensive about the girl i so "accuse him of". idk what to do. im depressed as hell but i maintain a good side for my son, in personal times i ? him. he denyes everything, wont hear me out & will barely help me with our son. im at home mom, with son 24/7 so i cant just leave, have nowhere to go. im hurt let alone a mil diff things im going thru. i really believe hes cheated on me when i was prego and maybe a lil on the side now just cuz my sex drive is a zero. also have abnormal cervical changes which worries me but i have to get checked (not cuz i want to cuz im a baby) but for my son ya know. seeing hes deffensive and un compassionate idk what to do. i mean ive told him from start till now i have issues, told him why, when, how etc... nothings good enough, all he wants is vagina. i resent him sometimes, he can be good and bad at the same time, but lack of help with my new and only child hurts me a lot. any ideas of what i can do to improve the relationship i have? mind you, hes stubborn, raised by drug addicts, never had a male role model, his mom disrespects herself (why he has hard time respecting women), has been violent and sexually aggressivve towards me etc.