okay i always feel like my friends are not the right ones. i often feel left out and often feel little. as if i should be quiet. I have 5 friends in my group.and there gils who dont care about school, there more of girls who just like having fun. although there mean and harsh sometimes and i hope to think im not the same way but i have a bad feeling i coulfd be exactly like them. which is a fear because there reputations are weful and im somebody who wants to go place. i dont think my friends know that i feel this way, i reakon they would care but they wouldn't understand or know how to deal with it. it would make them more umcomfortable to be around me and yeah. my friends and i are very different. my friends have aalot of drama, there in to gossip, guys, and having fun. i like that stuff too i cant lie about that. but because i never hang with them i dont know what half the crap there tlking about .where as i am all about becoming a lawyer and i hang out with them sometimes buti feel sometimes im just a drag you know. im a girl who stays after school for an extra our and a half and just to do homework and then goes home.to a loving family who i kind of have issues there too but point being my friens are hanging at each others house. it just aint cool you know. i wanted to come on this site to talk to somebody because i feel i have nobody to talk to. even though theres heaps of people around me, it embarrasing and i dont want to look unstable.i feel very low confidence but my friends believe im bubbly as that was how i used to be but i dont feel that anymore?
Back away girl! These people are doing nothing but drag you down, and that is NOT what friends are for. Friends love you and support you and care for you, no matter what happens. And if they put down others, something which you are clearly not okay with, they are not the kind of people you want to hang out with. If they are your only friends, it can be hard to let them go, but it is better for you and your future career that you are working so hard for. They may not even notice, and then you will see how much they really care for you. And believe me, you won't look stupid. You will come off as a strong woman that can make decisions for herself and that you don't need someone to cling onto. I hope this helps and that everything works out