we all knows how it feel to be hurt beyond repair. feeling like your life is over w/o that person, and all of the other horrible things that goes with heartbreak.
let this experience make you a strong person. i m going to talk to you like your my sister.
dont put all your eggs in on basket, meaning dont if your not sure about the guy dont give him your whole heart so he can step on it.
learn from your mistakes.
i fled the state with my son, leaving my b/f. i left my clothes, computer, furniture...etc. i took a major loss in that abusive relationship.i had to start over, had to live in a shelter. i gave that guy a car, and a lot of money when he was doing bad. now he's doing good and im struggling.
Your 17 y.o, i m 32.
learn from your mistakes. you are fearfully and wonderfully made, and ever hair on your head is counted (psalms 139).
be careful the next time you meet a guy. give the guy your heart only if he deserves it.
and be strong, keep a relationship with God.
i know how you feel, life is so hard. that's why you have to only let positive and loving people in your life.
you have to be wise in your decisions, so this wont happen again.