I was new in a country and I met him in a class, i was amazed by his work, his way of thinking, his intelligence, his beauty, his culture and how much we understand each other. He was dragging me (that was two years ago), he liked me... Then we began to like each other so much then loving each other (all that time he didn't mention any word indicating that he's stuck in a marriage)... One day i felt that he changed a little bit and that was the time he told me about his marriage. It was a real shock for me... I was going to die from it, I became sick... But he was already in the bottom of my heart, and as I hated him in this moment i was still lovig him so much.

He loves me soo much also, (I always say that he's the love of my life) I've never met someone like him, we amazingly understand each other.
I was still virgin when I met him, I was keeping it for the very special one, and i decided it to be with him. (that was before I know that he's married).

Actually I'm sure you will all say, he's soooo bad and mean...
yes sometime I think the same, but I still love him.

He told me that he cannot leave her because she owes him a lot, and if he leaves her he will be disgrateful towards her and her family who helped him a lot.

At the same time, we were still meeting nearly everyday, I even got pregnant one day and that made me more and more attached to him.

2 months ago he was having some exams, and i was having also some important exams, and we were both very stressed. (when he's stressed he likes to isolate himself but i'm the opposite I like to be accainted with the loved ones) and here came the conflict. He couldn't handle my stress and I went in a depression It was very hard for me to deal with all that without him by my side.... But I have to say that it was just the COINCIDENCE.
After we finished our exams, i was waiting for him to tell me that we're gonna have fun and we can have a vacation or whatever... But I realized that I put so much pressure on him to the level he asked me for some distance.

I gave him distance, and after 10 days he came back to me. But it seems that the pressure I put on him was too much. So we are not meeting often now. And he started to tell me that he's feeling guilty towards his wife and blablabla... But he's also very busy with many things. And I understand that he's not meeting me often because of the stuffs he's making now.

I love him so much and i want him to return like before. He doesn't love his wife (otherwise he wouldn't cheat on her for 2 years) but he's gratefull to her, and that's also making me loving him more and more.

please help me, how can he leave her? I feel pitty to her, and I hate myself that I'm in this situation. (actually i wanna say that he only married her to get the visa stuff and the allowance to stay in this country) (but she helped him so much) (and she loves him much, she never knew he's cheating on her). I feel very bad that I cannot leave him.
I'm a good person I really never meant to hurt anybody, but the situation that he lied to me and admitted after i was deeply loving him. HE's not bad either, he wanted to live the love with me (he's not that old, I knew him he was 32).
He's really very kind and helpful all the time.

Help me to have him.