When I was 21 I flew off of a motorcycle and hit my head on a tree. I was unconsious for 11 days and when I came to I had to learn to do everything again, I was like an infant at 21. I am now 53 and I have led a somewhat productive life but I have always had a bad memory, short and long term. I have been depressed and on antidepressants for 21 years.
In January of 2008 I demolished a car and hit my head in the same area. Actually the area is were they drilled a hole to relieve pressure from the swelling of the brain in 1977. I have felt different and confused since. I forget things as soon as I think of them. I almost feel like a mentally handicapped person. I have forgotten to tell my physician about the MVA. Recently I have filed for disability but being so confused it's difficult to get my point across and I've had to ask for help filling out the forms.
When I had the MVA I had an xray of my head and neck and I have recently had a MRI of the brain. Now they say I have brain atrophy. Could all these injuries make me feel about 25 years older than I am? I have had two cataracts removed at age 49. I have had severe chronic pain issues for years.
What can I say to the doctors to make them understand how helpless and hopeless I feel; how frightened I am that I can't earn a living and take care of myself?
manyheadinj