Missing my soulmate

If you only knew
I’m hanging by a thread
If you only knew
I’d sacrifice my beating heart
Before I’d lose you

I still hold onto the letters you returned
I swear I’ve lived and learned

It’s 4:03 and I can’t sleep
Without you next to me
I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight
Bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The Only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew
how many times I counted all the words that went wrong
If you only knew how I refuse to let you go even when you’re gone

I don’t regret any days I spent
Nights we shared
Or letters that I sent

I still hold onto the letters you returned
You helped me live and learn