3. low self esteem and self
concious.....well, i'm self concious
because a guy that i liked actually told
me that i seem self concious, and that led
to more low self esteem. (he doesn't talk
to me anymore)
4. i love life, and try to have fun, but
no matter what it seems people dont think
i am
5. i get intense feelings of anxiety when
i go to CERTAIN public places, mainly
social places like clubs or bars or
restuarants, but not school. recently i
drove right past a bar and resisted going
for about 20 minutes even though i was
meeting some friends there.
6. i have an extreme motivation problem. i
procrastinate everything.
7. i feel like people are against me, or
talking behind my back, or they just don't
like me.
8. i've become very moody and don't enjoy
going out as much.
9. sometimes when i'm alone i talk to
myself, and make scenarios inside my head
like, i'm rich or i'm happily not single
and surround myself with friends even
though i'm alone. this is very weird and
no one knows about this. but for some
reason it makes me feel better.
if you could give me an opinion i'd be
happy to hear it. i'm a very petite 5'1''
21 year old, 105 pounds and i get told
that i'm pretty all of the time at bars,
"whats a pretty girl like you doing all
alone in a bar?" i hear that a lot, and
then quickly leave, if the guy looks
freaky to me, i know all of this doesn't
matter about how i feel, i just thought it
would give you more perspective about me.
i've been single for the past 4 months for
the first time in 3 years. so that may
have something to do with my problems. i
did the breaking up in the relationship,
and i don't want him back.
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 05-26-08 08:52am
From what I have read in your above post
melancholydaye, I think it would be a very
good idea if you are as open with your
doctor with all the above issues. By
holding back you are only hurting yourself
and prolonging the proper diagnoses. This
could be at least one of two issues we are
looking at here and perhaps both. Needless
to say, on with the right theropy and
maybe medications, you should be one the
right path to healthy mind and body. You
yourself must work along with it.
I wish you the best and we are here for
you,
Carrie
