Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I've come to eHealth because it seems like a great place for people discuss these sort of things.

I strongly think that I might have some sort of mental inbalances and/or disorders (hopefully not but not trying to be in denial) - I've done some basic research and have come up with a few diseases that sound possible.

I have no health insurance as I "work" from home on various websites, blogs, and that sort of thing. I really want to see a doctor to get fully checked out but I'm afraid of doing this with no health insurance, I read that once you're diagnosed with something it's harder for someone to insure you.

I'm trying to compare my options but I'm so lost and confused as to what I should do, I don't know if I should just get my own insurance now and then go to the doctor hoping for the best or if I should get some type of job with good benefits and be under the umbrella of the companies policies and plans.

Do you have any suggestions on my case? Maybe I'm overthinking this too much but at the same time I really can't help it. I'd love to find out if there really is something going on once and for all. I know I can physically do this at anytime but I really don't need more financial problems in my life.

Thank you

Matt Martin