I feel very very disconected from everything around me. If I look in the mirror.....it's unnerving to see myself becuse its like im looking into an empty shell. Everything I do(actions like speaking or just moving)they just have no affect on me, well actually it's not exactly like that, its hard to explain, I feel physically but it just doesn't feel normal. I keep questioning everything and evrythings so confusing its like I'd rather just lay here then have to deal with anything. The thing that's annoying is that I have no real reason to feel this way its like one day I just woke up and I was like this. its weird becuase I felt this way for so long that I can't tell if its just me making things up or if I have a real chemical imbalance... I don't know its all very annoying. I just know that I do not feel the same as I did when I was younger

I'm unmotivated and antisocial and socially akward and I don't feel right...
whats wrong, is it all in my head, is it a chemical imbalance?