I'm about to be 19 in March so I understand the whole not good thing lol. Well, my period did not come on Monday like I hoped it would and i've had no signs of it even being that time for me. I usually get reeeeally bad cramps and am medicated through the whole thing because the pain is so bad. Its Thursday! I took a test Monday night and it came back negative so it was a little discouraging. My discharge stopped after the little bit of bleeding I had on Sunday. I'll be taking another test this coming Monday. Still having some mild cramping, not the kind I get during my period. I'm super constipated, my bubbleguts are sooo irritating ugh! My breasts are tender to the touch. I noticed something very odd about them this morning in the shower, I have the weird like ring forming around the areola on them. Like it makes the areola look bigger in a way (0.o) Strange right? I was walking up the steps to my room today and when I get in my room I sat down on the floor almost immediately, I was so out of breath i was insane! Like I had just ran a mile or something. Idk whats going on with me.
Something else very strange was this dream I had Tuesday night. I think it was my paranoia or something... but anyways. My mom is a dula/midwife which means she basically takes care of preggo moms and then delivers their babies for them. All natural, no medications. Now, with that said I dreamt I was staring at my belly (super bloated by the way), then I was laying down and my mom showed me him on an ultrasound. Then it flashed to me right before I had him, she showed me the ultrasound again and he was big. Theeennnn, it flashed again to after I delivered, she was doing another ultrasound but there was nothing in my belly. I looked up to the cradle in front of me and he was sitting there looking at me! (I want a girl, I would dream of a boy right? lol) But anyways, then it flashed to me breast feeding him but when I picked him up he was sooooo little like I held him to my breast with one hand (0.o) what the heck right? Anyone else have crazy dreams like this? I feel like i'm going crazy or something lol.