Sorry that doesn't make any sense. You may not be feeling addicted and you many not be. Some people totally are.
You can get addicted to masturbation. Orgasm seriously changes the balance of Dopamine in the brain, a neurotransmitter related to pleasure. Many types of depression are related to dopamine. The masturbation could easily be seen as a method of self medicating. The organism is trying to offset the imbalance, low dopamine. Cocaine works in a similar way, rush of dopamine.
Technically speaking you're addicted to the dopamine or rather the sense of pleasure but its all the same. Sometimes its hard to generate pleasure in the mind, especially a depressed or maladjusted mind. Masturbation can give you some control over this. But it can also become a crutch, the only source of pleasure. When cocaine, alcohol, anger or masturbation becomes the only path to pleasure your addicted and seriously limited in your options. Just my two cents.