Oh, my greatness!
I just realized that I gave this whole sermon without answering your question. Lol.
Dijon, God has created you with a perfectly normal body, which means that you will go through all these ‘hormonal phases’. If you didn’t, it would mean that something went wrong somewhere and that your body is not developing the way that it should be. The human body is extremely complex, and therefore I firmly believe that only a very powerful Entity could have created it. Don’t be ashamed of how it functions and the physical needs that ultimately comes part and parcel. You are obviously healthy, so thank God that you are developing normally, rather than only focusing on the ‘sin’ that comes with it.
I’m a little worried about your outlook on your religion as it seems that you focus quite a lot on ‘Hell and Damnation’. You quoted a couple of verses to prove your point about masturbation being a sin, but I can quote just about the whole Bible on how much God loves you. He sent his Son to be tortured to death for all our sins. And when Jesus died, he had three days in hell to look forward to. That, my boy, is LOVE.
And if God loves you that much, he will not punish you for having a healthy developing body.
When I was your age I felt so discouraged because I felt that Satan was waiting around every corner waiting for me to sin so I could join him in hell. At the same time I felt like God was sitting right next to him waiting for me to sin so he could punish and condemn me. So basically the only chance I had to get to heaven was to die in my sleep during one of those very boring sermons my mother used to drag me to.
Nothing could be further from the truth. God can’t wait to bless me because, yes, you guessed it: He loves me.
Hope this helps a bit.