Hello there,
Last year, I was spending quite a bit of time with a workmate. Sometimes, we'd get drunk, and he would smoke marijuana. I always shook my head 'no thanks' when he offered me some, until one day, I thought to myself 'why not?'
One thing led to another, and before I knew it, I was smoking all day every day, like, it just got way out of hand. I'd think 'Oh, this is fun, it's not hurting me'. However, it was when I ran out of the stuff that things started going funny; I'd get really, really depressed and feel sick to my stomach, and I'd get very agressive and snappy with others. It scared me so much I quit using pot, but the depression remains. I'm still snappy and grumpy and feel hopeless at times. I'm using efexor as a treatment, by the way. It seems to help a little.
thanx.