Sometimes i look in the mirror and i think, "Wow, my hair looks good and my eyes don't look as big" and other times i feel so ugly and imperfect.
I really like someone and i get jealous of other girls who are around him.
He's athletic, good-looking and really lucky.
When I'm walking through the corridors to my next class, i look at everyone around me and i'm critical of them, and i wonder if they have a bf/gf and how they feel and what they do in their daily life.
When i was in primary i was teased a lot (not about my appearence) and it brought my self-esteem down.
Everytime i walk past a couple i feel so upset because the girl is pretty and she has someone who loves her, and i feel like no one will ever love me and i'll never have a bf. It sounds cheesy, but heaps of my friends and peers have bfs and it always reminds me of that feeling.
I've been through some tough times (deaths, family issues) and it has made me a little more mature than the rest of my peers cuz i think they have it easier. I always think to myself, what have i done to deserve an ugly face, a broken family and no relatives? My parents say i'm lucky, but so is everyone else i know, they're just more lucky.