you need to release some of that on your mind and you cant keep it bottled up, im here for you...
i understand you loved your wife and i am sorry about your loss, however this is one thing you should know, shes in a better place, now she can love you and you can love her without having to fight! I'm sure if your wife were able to speak to you she would tell you to move on. But never forget that love you shared. I know you probably heard this a million times but its only the truth... if you need to talk im right here for ya! just send me a message!