Hi, im Matt & im 18 years old. For the last 2 months or so something's really been bothering me, i'm not the same person i used to be, for example before i turned 18 all my life i have been a really happy guy with a brilliant mentality about life, but for the last 2 months i don't enjoy anything i used to enjoy doing and i seem to have lost all my personality. I don't know who i am anymore & i don't really have any opinions on anything anymore it's like i've given up on life when i know deep down i love it. I just can't seem to find the old me & now im just a boring guy who doesn't appreciate life anymore, i'm not suicidal or anything like that but i am really worried that i won't get my personality back. Recently i started college & when in lectures i dont seem to be able to take anything in, it comes in one ear and out the other, i'm also not the same person socially, i used to have a great time with my mates but now i never want to go out. I don't know why im feeling this way, i dont really have any reason to be depressed i have a great family behind me & some great friends. I feel like im losing my mind and going crazy. I have also noticed that i am eating alot more than i used to, i used to really care about my weight now im not bothered. Another thing is sometimes i think about the old me and how much i would love to be that guy again and sometimes i get very emotional and am at the point of tears. I know it sounds really weird. I have no real feelings anymore & am really worried i won't go back to my normal self. Please write back with advice for me on what i should do next. Thank You for listening. Matt