Hello, I'm not the type of person that
usually talks about things...usually I
keep everything I feel to myself, which I
know I shouldn't do.
Like too many people, I lost my mom to
lung cancer, she didn't smoke...but it
took her away all the same. I think about
her all the time, I dream about her, and
its really really hard to even live
without her. She was my best friend. It
just all happened so fast, I try not to
think about it.....I still have my dad but
he wont talk to me or listen to me when I
want to talk about it. I know he hurts as
much as me, and I know he is sad, I can
hear him cry at night. I wouldn't ever
commit suicide, because I know how my mom
feels about that. I'm not too
religious....but I strongly feel my mom is
in a good place now and that comforts me
some.
It's just so hard at night for me, I don't
know what to do and I'm very sad
I'm a shy person, but I'd like to talk to
someone....please?
Thanks for your time, I aprreciate it
alot.
