looking for a job for over a year is it depression?

i have been looking for a job for over a year and its starting to really piss me off. I look for a job over 8 hours a day every day, and have gotten 2 interviews in a year.? I had to quit my last job overnight and leave the state due to a family situation, so i can not get unemployment (i wouldnt take it if i could i dont like geting things for pitty) but the only jobs that i qualitfly for (manufacturing) are only hiring pepole who get unemployment to recieve tax encentives. The problem is its making me feel bad as a person worthless almost. Now im at the point that i just dont care at all. The only reason i havent offed myself is my father and good friends have killed themselves and i have seen what it dose to the survivors. Instead of killing myself i just want to start robing and i dont care if i get caught, but i wouldnt be going to jail i would just go to sleep and not have to wake up. If i dont get caught i would have money to eat, pay for may appartment that im about to be kicked out of, or get my heat turned back on. i dont know why im here its not like i can pop a pill and get job i just needed to get it out.

Trying to stay peacefull every day