My whole life I've been afraid of what will happen after I die. When i was around 12 is when I really started to question everything, and cry for hours wondering what will happen. I am now 19, and my dad recently passed away. Since then, everything has been more ... real. Like it's now occurring to me that life is real, and death is closer than I thought. Every night I lie awake thinking about death. If I die and there's nothing else, I have no point to do anything and I will never live in any form again... I can't accept that route. If I go to Heaven, will my family be there? My friends? And the idea of Hell just terrifies me... I can't stop thinking about it, especially after my father died. I'm terrified to live every day, and I am terrified to die.
Well this question is more to do with Religion i don't know whats yours but according to mine there would be perfect peace and harmony and yes we will see our loved ones too Just pray more and get closer to God , Shun all the negative thoughts, If your father was saved and a good man He must be in good place
If you have not done bad you will go to haven n if you get there then that's when jugment day comes because if u have done eny of the 4 deadly sines you will go to hell n yes you will see ur loved ones had long has u get throw them gates the deadly sines are murder aborshon cheating on ur wife/hustband n there's a nother one wich l can't rember but every one dies yes its hurts when u lose the ppl you love but thay watch over you just like god dose lm a morman n l do belave in god you dnt have to go to church our pray to belave in god n you have got a long time b4 the man up stears will be calling for you live ur life hun