I was with my boyfriend for 3 months. I'm almost 14 but i lost my virginity to him last october. I was stupid I know. 2 months after we did it, my parents found out. Understandably, they were annoyed and up set and told me I wasn't to do it again until I was 16. Fair enough. After the discussion with them, I went up to bed and texted my boyfriend. the text said "Hey bbe. My parents found out about us. They didn't make us break up like I thought they would. But we can't have sex anymore. Sorry. I love you.xxx"

That was at 11:30pm. I was expecting him to be asleep. Instead I got a text back saying "If we can't have sex anymore, then I think we should end it. I'm sorry. I still love you.xxx"

Earlier that evening he told me he'd been drinking a lot. I was convinced he was still drunk. I told him that and he said that to prove he wasn't he'd talk to me the next day, on the field near his house. I walked there at 11am the next day. He walked onto the field, hugged me and said "It's over." I burst into tears. Since then, I've sent him numerous angry e-mails and texts (I have a really bad way of managing pain) One said that i believe he used me because his new girlfriend has slept with everyone in school and he dumped me as soon as I said no more sex. He's now stopped talking to me. I know i shouldn't have said some of the things i said but he should be able to understand. He knows the way I deal with things and why I've said them. If anything, I shouldn't be talking to him. BUt it hurts so much letting him go. Plus his new girlfriend ,who was supposed to be my best friend, rubs it in my face whenever I'm around the 2 of them.