i took the abortion pill months back and i got my period about exactly a month later. everything went fine. i was very happy when i got my period back, it was normal, maybe a little more heavy than usual but ive had that heavy before so it was ok. anyway i should have gotten my period back about a week and a half ago and its not. my boyfriend and i have NOT had sex, like ive sworn it off because i jsut dont ever want to go through having an abortion again so we havent had sex. which im sure sounds rediculous that im freeaking because how could i get pregnant and not have sex...? we have "fulled around" nothing like us physically having intercourse but is it possible that semen could have gotten on his fingers or something and he touched me down there and somehow it went in? ive heard sperms die once they hit the air but i dont know, i dont think thats actually true.

i do have a pregnancy test from the first 2 pack we bought and ive been putting off testing it because i kinda dont want to know. i mean yess i want to no if its negative and im not pregnant but i do not want to know if i am pregnant, ive already got such a busy life, id be so angry with myself if i saw another plus sign and would have to go through all of that doctor stuff again : / oh gosh please let it be that im just freaking out over nothing.